so, tonight i went to the FA homecoming game, and that was a HUGE mistake. i miss those people sooooo much! they are my family, and it broke my heart last year to leave them, but I thought i was following God. Maybe I was, maybe He wanted me to leave for half a year to get myslef together and now wants me to go back? i dont know. everyone told me all along i shouldnt leave. but im so hard headed!