life in 2009

so i have never been big on "new years resolutions"..but this year has been..in one word.. ROUGH..i have been through so many things..and put so many people through alot of crap as well..a quick review of this year for me:

January-February : I was okay. Enjoying being 17 : ]

March-September : I went through being a lesbian, to being so very depressed, to losing all of my friends almost, to being the biggest jerk possible..I was not a fun person..

October-December : God has taught me how He wants me to view life..and how to APPLY what I've learned..And to just enjoy being here..

So now that we have recapped this year..I would like to share my thoughts on what God wants me to do/be next year : ]

1st- I want to be 100% servant minded..God has really shown me the Joy i get from being what someone needs..a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, or someone to encourage them..I truly understand now how joyous it is to see someone else happy..even if it takes sacrifice on my end : ]

2nd-Iwant to take every situation with GRACE..I want to see things..EVERYTHING..through HIS eyes..this year I have made a big deal out of everything..and hurt alot of people by doinng so..in 2009 I want to be a blessing..

3rd-I want to enjoy everything God gives me..and to remember to give Him thanks for all the things and situations He blesses me with..and give Him all the Glory : ]

and 4th..I want my heart to draw as close as possible to His..so that I can do these things I have listed..because I can't accomplish these things on my own..

I can't wait for my fresh slate of 2009 : ]

Jesus is amazing..

listen to Him..