this is my long blog of endless things running through my mind....when i have alot on my mind, good or bad, it always helps me to jot them down, or in this case, type them....enjoy : ]


1st : Bible study was awesome....we only had eight(8) show up, but it was all we needed to start. normally if im gonna do a thing in our Church, i like practically beg people to come, but this time i didn't....the purpose of not beggiing this time was that the meetings were going to be having are focused on having a desire, and yearning to see God move in our country....and if i have to beg people to come, it defeats the point....this is totally a matter of will.

but tonight was awesome....we briefly spoke of what each of us thought was hindering Revival....the different responses were way cool. so then we got in a circle and each person repented for the whole nation for what they believed was the reason we havn't had revival.

it was awesome....

2nd : we are starting the Mobile chapter of Bound4LIFE.... it's associated with THE CALL....it is where a group of believers gather atleast once a month at a local courthouse or abortion clinic and pray silently to end abortion and bring revival.... praying silently represents the silent cries of the unborn babies....


3rd:
it's awesome

4th : im becoming so very frustrated with a new thing God has started in my life....it's a very good thing....im just not quite understanding it....

MARINA super hero #1

God Speaks

so i have found myself worrying this week(all week) about the "Bible Study" im starting on saturday nights. Beause I have this huge hope for God to show up, and just take over. And i've been so worried that nothing will happen, and so on.

So i was listenong to Him, and asking for direction, and I had the song it's all about You playing.
it says:
" It's all about You, JesusAnd all this is for YouFor Your glory and your fameIt's not about meAs if You should do things my wayYou alone are God And I surrender to your waysJesus, lover of my soulAll consuming fire is in Your gazeJesus, I want you to knowI will follow you all my daysFor no one else in history is like youAnd history itself belongs to youAlpha and Omega, You have loved meAnd I will share eternity with You "

ANd He just said to me, " I'll do what I want to do, and it will turn out how I have it planned, if your surrendered."

Whew! What a relief....

Kim Clement

I would very much enjoy spending like a week with Kim Clement, and I would not say a single word the whole time. I would just listen.

Garden Sanctuary People

So, it's been a while since I've posted....

I'm starting a Bible study this week. Open to guys and girls, young and old. God spoke to me about this last night. I'm super excited, because it's going to reach beyond my home Church! Finally!

Two Main Objectives of Prayer of These Meetings:

1> TO SEE REVIVAL FIRE HIT MOBILE

2> SEE SOULS SAVED FOR THE GLORY OF GOD

Were going to focus on seeking God's Presence and asking Him for direction on leading our city to Him.

\I'm excited to see what He's going to do!

So much is happening.

So, I've been seeking God about where He wants me to start with missions. Because I'm not just going to wake up in Asia one day : ] I have to start somewhere, get hooked up with a ministry. So, I found this ministry called "Cover The Earth", they do missions trips and crusades all over the Earth. And in January they are going to Seoul, Korea. I really feel like I'm supposed to go on this trip. I'm so desperate to bring the Gospel to Asia.

I had a good heart to heart with my mother about my calling to missions today, and I told her basically that I need her support. She's never been too happy about my being called to Asia, because (as any mother would) she's worried about my safety. But for the first time today, she told me that she would support that calling. That was so nice to hear. She's supportive of my January trip to Korea, as long as I can raise the money.... I know HE will provide.

ALSO, Marilyn Hickey Ministries is taking a trip to India in October, which she is also supportive of. So....I'm seeking the will of God on both of these trips.... SO EXCITING!

This is Roxanne! But I call her "Foxy Roxy"

To You i give my life, not just the parts i want to.

Oh, my goodness. Today was amazing. God really moved in the service, I had imagined a very moving service, but i didnt expect it. But He brought it! It was amazing. Praise God.

This is no sacrifice....

Tonight, I was starving for some one-on-one time with my Heavenly Father. So I told God, "I want to spend some time with You." And of course He was more than ready. I pray randomly throughout the day, but I was in need of some serious Presence time.Just to meet with Him, and soak in His very essence. So I put in my Jason Upton CD, and I began reading His word. But I wasn't getting any direction on where to read. I could just tell that He was wanting me on my face, just to listen. I had the CD on the song that says, " Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom." And He took me back to the time we had spent earlier this week when He revealed to me that He wanted me to place my hurt over my Daddy's death on the alter. And how liberating and empowering that was. And He showed me that it's time to share that message with people. It's time for the local Church and the world to know that " Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom." I'm not just blabbing, I know from experience, there is FREEDOM! for every person on earth! His word is like a Fire shut up in my bones. It's time for Revival EVERYWHERE! It's time, now! I'm not going to miss out on it. It's simple folks, His word says in Jonah 2:8 "Those who cling to worthless idols forfeit the grace that could be theirs."
Lay it aside people!I was keeping my pain as a worthless idol, and in turn, I forfeited the grace that was supposed to be mine! I could have been healed a long time ago! He only ask that we let go of our "worthless" idols. They seem so valuable to us. But when we stand before God, they will burn up in the fire, as wood, hay, and stubble. Think about it, He's ready.

Jonah 2:8

"Those who cling to worthless idols forfeit the grace that could be theirs."

This verse is so powerful, because grace is so important. And it's handed to us, yet paid for by the highest price by Jesus. And with it, God changes our lives, yet, we flat out give it up and reject it just so we can hang on to our "worthless idols". I don't know about you, but I'd much rather have the grace of God my Father, than any worthless thing trying to rule my life, which will utimately bring destruction.

God GIVES His grace to us, we can't deserve it, that's the beauty of it. He only ask that we lay aside the things that we let block His will for us. Think about it.

New Season, New Blog

yes, as you may have noticed, my blog has undergone quite a load of plastic surgery. In my quest to seek out God while He may be found, I had to get rid of all of that horrible negativity in my old blog. They were words of hate and anger, and quite frankly I dont think that would help me get closer to God. Now dont misunderstand, im not trying to "over-spiritualize" here, im just trying to make sure i dont get sucked back into "my old ways". Kapish?